I'm so sorry omg.
I have developed a sickness. Hence the reason why i couldn't update for a long time. It's called Procrastinating. Yes, i know what a shame. You don't have to pity me though.
I'm so sorry omg.So here's the problem.
I have developed a sickness. Hence the reason why i couldn't update for a long time. It's called Procrastinating. Yes, i know what a shame. You don't have to pity me though.
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So, Mid-Year-Exams are coming up for us in like less than 2 weeks! Ugh asdfghjkl;' We all know, no one likes exams. May i repeat again, NO ONE LIKES EXAMS.NO ONE. sasdfasdfghjkf why do we need exams again? Why can't they just give us test on how to solve 1+1? i'm sure with that the school would be a better place for all of us. trust me on this. I'm still pretty bummed on the fact that i didn't get good results for my 2nd common test. Ugh, now i have to pretty much keep on studying and studying and revising and revising and trying to make myself happy and all dat stuff. Gah. Well, i know that MYE has already started for most of you out there. So, i'd like to say goodluck humanians ((:
Since i can't be as amazing as i want to be, i'll just recommend a couple youtube singers(:Not in order, i'll just list it down anyhow HAHHAA ![]() Amander Sings A Singaporean Youtube Singer. Amazing, Amazing ok. http://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBbPdxVzGvhVSVsAFqurqzA ![]() turnonyourtv An amazing singer. Sings Korean songs. Beautiful voice, trust me. http://www.youtube.com/channel/UC82aJgRbKFfcJAO8zE61NIw ![]() Daniela Andrade Please do listen to her. She is my inspiration. Her voice is just perfect. http://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2vPHIqjFdpPVMa2PGwJuYg ![]() Nick Pitera I have nothing to say just that, he can reach ALL pitches/octaves. High like a lady and low like a man. http://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOOJhf0pM4reAZOqMpMWVYQ Go ahead and watch all of them (:
Hello ((: Soo, i just wanted to say this. I WANT TO CRY BECAUSE THIS MONTH IS SO FUCKING CHAOTIC. THIS MONTHS EVENT INCLUDES: Exo comeback. Exo 2nd anniversary. Exo's Hunhan's birthday. A couple of my friends birtbday. Infinite come back on the 15th of April which is also Exo's comeback date. Vixx comeback. BTS comeback. BLOCK B FUCKING COMEBACK 2 DAYS AFTER INFINITE AND EXO'S COMEBACK STAGE. WHAT IS THIS. I have a Eco Fashion Runaway thingy which, i am one of the models. I have 2 performances. On this Friday and next Friday for my Dance Club. I have meetings for the School Counsellor camp for the students who have been nominated. This month i am tired as fucking hell. I have tests coming up this month. And exam the following month. So, i would actully like to talk more about Exo's 2nd Anniversary, eventhough it was yesterday. I just want to thank the 12 boys for holding on during their trainee years for their debut. Suho has trained for 7 years. Baekhyun and Chen has trained for 1 year or less than that. But as a whole, the amount of years they have trained doesn't matter to them. To them, the oppurtunity for them to be one, itself. Is what brings them happiness. During WOLF and GROWL. All 12 of them were very happy to able to perform together. Stay in the same dorms together. Go to variety shows together. Have their own variety show. But now, with them coming back with 'overdose ' they actually have to be separated into two different groups again. Exo K and M. Instead of EXO as a whole. Honestly, i want to thank each and every one of them personally. Suho, Kim Joonmyeon. This man has trained for 7 years before he had debuted. He had to suffer for 7 whole years. And the fact that he did not give up his dream. Gives me hope. He had to suffer seeing his co-trainees debut. Whereas, he has to continue training and training until the other 11 came. Suho, he lived up to his stage name. Being the guardian of Exo eventhough he may not be that strict to them. He really is a nice kid. He takes care of his bandmates. Just like how he was suppose to. Despite the fact that people call him untalented and useless. He still keeps on his guardian personality. Not letting the words let him down. Instead, he tells the fans that he will try harder every single year that passes on and hopes to celebrate this special day 8th April with us for the next year, next 5 years even the next 50 years. He really is inspiring. Kris, Wu Yi Fan. The man that has a lot of names. Kris was also known as 'Bitchface' when he had debuted. As a 20+ year old. It is amazing how he can speak in three languages plus cantonese. That is amazing. The fact that he is also a good leader means another thing. Because alot of people had called him bitchface. Mr cool. Mr arrogant. He tries to change his image into a dorky and silly man. Boy i mean. Don't you guys realise it? Despite being called horrible names, he still goes on. He really loves the fans too. When the airport accident had happened. Being pushed around and stuff. He still said," it's ok." He helped out Tao when he had his injury. He told the fans to make way for Tao who was injured and also hiding behind him. And you could see, Tao was really holding onto him for support. I will try to continue this tomorrow after i am done with. School + supplementary + rehearsal for The fashion show + meeting I love you guys ((: NO SERIOUSSLY ;-; I mean trust me man, if ya'll know me in real life, i'm practically the person you don't wanna be seen with because she is too weird as fuck. Sorry for the vulgarity heh. BUT ANYWAYS, IT SHALL BE THE MARCH HOLIDAYS NOW FOR ALL THE LOCALS IN SINGAPORE AYE? Unfortunately, we're only given like what? A week? But dang, with some of us still having to go to school for stuff. And having a truck load of homeworks. AIN'T THAT FUN. TT~TT Being the ' Angel ' i am. I shall announce that. I HAVE 3 A1 FOR MY COMMON TEST. MOTHER PEOPLE BE JELLY. -blob blob- A1 for mathematics is practically. UNBELIEVABLE. AT THIS RATE, I AM GOING TO RECIEIVE MY PERSONAL GUITAR IN LIKE A FEW WEEKS. MUAHAHAHAHA. ALL HAIL THE GUITAR OF LIFE. I SHALL NOW. RULE THE WORLD WITH MY INTELLIGENCE. lol no. more like. I shall now start my pile of homeworks ;-; GOODLUCKS FOR THE GUYS AND GIRLS OUT THERE WHO ARE ABOUT TO EXPERIENCE THE LIFE OF BEING DROWNED IN PAPERS. AND PAPERS OF HOMEWORKS. JIAYOU. HWAITING. It's not a good one. I'm pretty sure a lot of people out there would think, Sorry for trying to let out my thoughts instead of keeping them to myself and then remotely kill myself afterwards due to the amount of stressness and gruesome loneliness i am feeling. So this is the habit. That apparently only a friend of mine knows. But honestly, i don't think i have friends. But lets just go on. It's called. Cutting. I'm telling you. DO NOT CUT FOR GOD FORSAKEN SAKE. It's a bad habit ok. Though. I never dared to cut it deep. Like those survivors i've seen. I've not went through the path they went. The path they went were horrible. Really really really bad people were in their way to living and loving life. Funny though. Back then i used to be that ' counselor' to my friends who cut. And i'd make deals with them. Like for example, If you cut your beautiful wrist or anywhere on your skin i will not take all three meals of mine for a day. So it went pretty nice. However, that was back then was in Primary school/middle school i guess? I have no idea how the place at yours work but. Yeah. I guess. That sucks huh. I'm such a fucking hypocrite. One of the reasons as to why i hate myself and my life. That's done with my habit. On to the next topic. I sometimes don't know how to react or think when my close 'friends' are talking bad about another friend of mine who's actually in the same 'group' as them. I just get paranoid and shit. Usually when they discuss about it infront of me. I just distant my eyes. I drift off. Thinking, if this actually happens in my daily life. If my 'friends' were this way as well behind my back. They always had this happy-go-lucky face whenever they're with me. But i don't know how they talk about me behind my back. So i get paranoid and think stuff like this. Reasons why i now try to distant myself. I don't know. I seem.. Different. I get paranoid easily. It's because i think too much. And the fact that i hardly have friends now. Back when i was in Primary school, i was the popular kid. Yeah. I didn't believe it either. Everywhere i went in school. People knew my name. But in Secondary school? I was considered as an outcast. An idiot. A nerd. A better word would be. An outsider. See? I start thinking rubbish again. But hey. It's not like it's not true. Practically sometimes the reason why i never came to school but hey. Out of all of my absentees only 1 or two of them would count as me being 'unsick' nearly all of the time. I'm sick as fuck and i just can't handle going to school. I hate going to school. Not because i hate studying. Honestly, i really like studying. See? ((Nerd alert)) I just don't show it cause. "Studying is not cool." Peer pressure. I hate going to school because
See? All the more reason to killing myself. The only way to escape instead of killing myself (( cause i was scared )) was through cutting. Cutting was the only way i could cope. Cause i keep bragging bout' my singing. My dancing skills. When honesltly? I don't have them. I'm not trying to be modest. I really don't. And with this ugly skinny body of mine, i look like some idiot when i dance eventhough dancing is my passion. I stopped dancing when i realized i looked like an idiot. The only time i danced was CCA. Hah. I'm such a fucking pathetic piece of attention whore. I am. I so fucking am. That's why i'm doing this right? tata. WARNING |
Fallen AngelThis year i shall officially call myself a fourteen year old kid. Besides, Happy April ((: |